Mysteries may not always be so mysterious, and many are just something a bit outside the ability to see or understand. In order to demystify, a knowledge base needs to be put down for the deeper wonders to be explained.
The majority of “monsters” are just thoughtforms; They are not something that lurks in the dark, it is something people think about over and over and over with emotion and they create a thoughtform.
Most thoughtforms are not created like art, where an image is decided on and then worked on to make it look like your idea.
Thoughtforms are different and they will form more like the emotion that is behind the thought. Thoughtforms are very real and will disconnect from the originator and float around gathering more like-kind energy. Then it returns to the originator and grows more.
When enough energy is placed within it, it can become very animated, so much that people can see their forms,a nd if it is made with very low and ugly thoughts, it will look quite ugly.
Remember how cartoons have a balloon for dialog over the head of the speaker, that is so very similar to how thoughtforms hang around us.
If we have been smoking cigarettes for years, we have put in alot of time with thoughts, and emotions of enjoying or perhaps self judgement for smoking. So we created a thoughtform just about our habit of smoking. This thoughtform will actually not help you when you want to quit smoking. It will hang in your energy field and hold the thoughts you have about smoking and actually give you the idea you want to smoke. Habits do this, and thoughtforms will hold on to that habit.
Now when you change your mind and attitude and no longer “feed” old thoughtforms, they eventually go away.
Two stories of scary monsters which can show how people create thoughtforms that become animated. Both ladies I knew personally and they each had wonderful qualities and high intelligent, yet it is their attitudes and an inability to take inventory of their actions.
Monster of the Bathroom by Pamito (not her name)
Pamito was a manager whole branch within a University. She was creative and a good manager, but it was said she was a mean, demanding boss. She would say demeaning things to her staff, call them out in public, embarrass them, and just was too aggressive.
No one liked to be around her. She was only about 40 years of age, a very nice looking lady and well-educated. She was on a spiritual path to studying the current trends of the day. Not having a full background on her, perhaps she had some troubles that she could not resolve that set her in to this phase. But it is her responsibility to move past her obstacles, rather than let them fester inside.
She got people so angry at her it led to her being fired from the University. She went in to a rage which became the undercurrent of her life. Although she could put on a nice face, this emotion was too powerful and would come spewing out energetically, and then verbally.
Friends found out that certain subjects were to be avoided so not to get her in to a long repetitive rant. Mention her past job and she flew in to a hot mess. She was building her thoughtform with anger, resentment, animosity and self-righteousness.
Her emotional energy field was over flowing with rage and resentment. As this overflow of energy moved around her energy fields, her friends would feel it and soon left her behind, one by one. They soon ignored her calls and refuse to meet her for lunch. She was no longer someone anyone wanted to be around.
Looking for work became an ongoing affair as her energy field was telling people not to hire her. It was her own thoughts of self judgement that was being read by employers.
More rage and resentment set in and she complained loudly to her few remaining friends about the Human Resources hiring staff’s faults and oversights to her greatness and skill set. Yes she had great skills but she was not managing her emotions.
This behavior went on for about six months after her being fired, and then she saw it. This black scary monster came out of her bathroom in broad daylight.
Tall, about 6 feet, with bulky arms, long pointy claws, black and fuzzy-like.
She was horrified and consulted friends who were psychic. One came and performed a house clearing/blessing on her place to get rid of this beast. Still that monster walked out of her bathroom, glaring at her. She decided to sleep in the living room.
After a doctor visit she found she had cancer. She lived only three more months, and during that time she saw that monster a few more times. She never realized the truth of her monster. She believed it was just some monster come to taunt her. But it was a simple thoughtform. It really could not have scratched her or roared.
When we do not correct our ways, our thoughts become manifest for us to see and to make right. Pono (hawaiian for to make right).
Monster in the Mirror by Larvista
Larvista was a successful massage therapist, very psychic, and a chain smoker. After her sessions she would go out to have a smoke. Although she was a wealth of health facts, she did not stop her smoking. She even mocked herself for smoking as she lite up a cigarette.
She also had a secretive covert personality few ever saw. She wanted to be in control and manipulate people. She resented anyone who might be a better than her and would practice magic spells on her competition.
Although her soul path in this time line was to live a life free from using black magic, it was too compelling for her to not use it.
One day out at my steamer in the Taro Patch, I saw her use it. There were three adults and two children enjoying a nice wet steam bath. When the young girls had enough steam, they went outside to shower and play.
Being sisters, they began to argue. Their mom shouted for them to stop. They calmed for a short period of time and then went at it again.
Larvista waved her hand and shut down all the energy centers of these two children. They instantly stopped and looked around them. It took time but naturally the energy centers reopened, and they left our area to play among the rocks quietly.
This startled me, and it felt so to unethical. I pondered on this and began to observe Larvista more closely.
Once while working on a client, Larvista found an “etheric device”. To look at this device, you could see it had a large base and this ugly screw like tail to it that perforating the liver slowly. It was slowly drilling up in to the liver. This client had liver pains and also felt weak. If time went by that etheric screw would have drilled completely in to the liver, disabling it and eventually killing the client. That was the intention of this etheric device. It had been placed in there in another time line to destroy the client in this present timeline. (yes, it happens)
Larvista’s client was clairvoyant, and while laying there on the table told Larvista she could “see” the etheric device and what happened during the massage session. The client left with the etheric device still in her.
Later the client consulted another energy healer who helped her go back to when it was implanted and why. Much to her surprise, the client could see Larvista as some old dark-haired witch standing on a dirt floor while she (the client) was laying flat on the floor, disabled somehow.
So the client booked another the session with Larvista, knowing she was the one that placed it in her. She had hoped they would resolve this together. She told her what she had found in the regression session.
As they worked together during the session, Larvista glanced in the mirror and saw this black monster with huge claws and large gaping mouth.
It frightened her and she knew it was in her auric field, part of her.
She continued the session and did not try to deactivate the device. Her client found another therapist to deactivate it and dissolve it later.
Larvista had a clientage list that she had used black magic on, so that they would come for a session when she was in need of money. She kept an energetic connection, almost like a bungee cord, and would reel them in when house payments were due. People were for her use.
On more covert level, she was a manipulator that wore a smile while doing energy tricks to people who were open to her sweet smile and kind talk. She knew how to entertain people and hold their attention and all the while also manipulating energy.
One day she told me about her breast cancer. He had it for some time too. She told me that she was injecting minerals in to this mass to cure it. She would not go to the doctor. She did not quit smoking nor her resentment of others being talented. The lump was almost two inches in diameter in her left breast which she asked me to feel and sense what it was. Yes, quite a hard mass, I told her, and to go see a doctor right away.
She would come out of a massage session in pain holding on to her breast, yet still worked on people the rest of the day. She would not nurture or take care of herself.
Larvista died a very painful death due to her choice to seek no treatment two years later The breast cancer spread out all through her body and finally her liver.
Self Created Monsters
Both ladies had not listened to their inner voices, but boldly, angrily, and resentfully walked through life with unhealthy attitudes. They were in the study of subtle energies too, but did not appear to make the connection.
Over time these “thoughtforms” manifested in to Black Scary Monsters. They saw them, and no one else did. It was for them to see and deal with.
“Thoughtforms” are a very interesting subtle energy creation. As we think a lot about something, we form a mass of energy relating to that stream of thought. The more we think about it the more energy mass it becomes.
For a painter, writer, musician, scientist, this is part of the creative process.They work out details, give it a rest and then work some more. Inspiration can come through as their thoughtform works with them. Not exactly like our internet storage “clouds” but the beginning is.
Thoughtforms are all kinds of flavors, so to speak. We make the all the time. The world is full of them and they can be ‘read’ by other people. They are a very interesting part of our subtle energy and realities.
For people with addictions, this too is part of their creative process although it is working against them and will make it hard for a person to let go of unhealthy habits. For just when there is some down time, thoughtform will influence the originator to go for one more drink.
In time a well-developed thoughtform will become animated and even so large people could think it real. In a reality, it is the way we give messages to ourselves so we can change or recreate.
Both of these Ladies created “thoughtforms of resentment, manipulation” and other details through thinking about the same things over and over again. Louis Hays once wrote that cancer grows from holding on to resentments.
They both dwelled upon the negative factors of their lives and created dark energy forms within their energy fields. If they changed their attitudes and thoughts, these forms would dissipate and perhaps their illnesses would go away with proper lifestyle changes and seeking the right help.
To have a thoughtform become animated, especially as some monster so that one can see it, is a ‘red flag’ to stop what you are thinking and correct yourself.
These ladies pretended they were perfect and “something outside of them was attacking them”. This is hardly ever the case.
We manifest forms outside of our self to get out self’s attention. Our small voice within, our consciousness will tell us when we are off-track. Again and again, yet if we do not listen we build something even greater. We need to heed our OWN WARNINGS. This is how magical human kind is.
As it is said, “thoughts become things”
Energy is Neutral
Energy is neutral until a human “qualifies it with thought, emotions or both”; good, neutral, or bad energy comes from the person state of being and thoughts. Up until then the energy is just energy.
Both these ladies constantly put their time in to thoughts of anger, resentment (a cause of cancer), and these thought forms became energized enough to be real. Nothing was attacking them from the outside; it was an inside job.
~ Carolyn Thompson
Copyright © 2014-2025 Carolyn Thompson; All rights reserved. Edited version from 2014.
For further reading, this PDF book is what laid a foundation for my further study and observations; Thought-forms by Annie Besant and C.W. Leadbeater